Today just is the another big day between me and her. . Sorry for so rude until I using the hate word to her. Try to pretend there are nothing happened between us,ignoring for many years,just keep ignoring until die... 

I love you so much until can't take you out from my mind from my life for forever... I will always remember today and just keep angry with you and this is the only connection between you and me... The feeling of angry can really make me remember you for forever. 

Dear... thanks for today,I love you by using my own way